i have a new dA page, if you want to go there, send me a note, then i will give you the link. i am not posting teh link for everyone to see, i have my reasons.

like i said, if you want the page, im me on messenger or leave me a note.

it tis be summer now. and there is a whole lot of nothing to do.

ok, so this is weird...

so today i found out that if you cut yourself under warm water you won't stop bleeding. which is really weird cause this last time i relapsed, that's the only way i would cut myself, when i felt shitty, that's what i would do. take a bath and cut. i could have killed myself, fyi, that was not the aim. i was just feelin shitty , and that was my release. the cuts were fuckin deep, it's a wonder i never bled out. so now that i'm in the right state of mind, it's just like wwow.... i could have died...

i'm glad i didn't die.

i dunno..this is just like fuckin crazy to me right now..maybe i'll feel different about it tomorrow.

i am not looking for attention, i'm just venting.

'the first rule of project mayham sir, you do not ask questions'
'the first rule of project mayham sir, you do not ask questions'
'THE FIRST RULE OF PROJECT MAYHAM SIR, YOU DO NOT ASK QUESTIONS!!!'


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just updating..changing